It occurred to me through my exchange with a teacher this week that kids who do printmaking will have the distinct advantage to learn, first-hand, the process of cause and effect which impacts not only art, but all aspects of our lives. Sometimes things happen within the studio you have no control over, or that you don’t notice before running it through the press, which can result in massive changes to the print. Sometimes for the better, sometimes otherwise. While we can’t always control all variables in artwork or in life, meditation teaches us it is how we react to those changes that is the important thing.
When a print comes out brilliantly, do we take credit for it, and allow our ego to get all puffed up? Do we view it as a blessing from the universe to bring a smile to our day and to others? More importantly, do we look closely to determine why it worked so well this time, so it can be repeated?
When a print comes out ugly do we get angry and tear it up immediately, or do we calmly try to analyze what went wrong? Are we able to learn something about the process by seeing how the outcome could have been controlled better? Do we try to use it in another project? Better yet, do we promise ourselves to keep trying to do better, accept the outcome, and then move up and away from the negative emotions associated with the outcome?
I was not sure if I wanted to post this to my photogravure printmaking blog or this one, but it wound up here as I found it to be more of a spiritual exchange than a technical one.
I was remiss in meditation practice the last few days due to food poisoning. I chickened out of experiencing the intimate reality of what my body was going through. I never meditate when I’m on pain medication or have been drinking. Seems antithetical to sharpening one’s mind when under the influence. Meditating while under the influence of salmonella seemed equally wrong.
Noticing tonight how food eaten affects meditation. Some BBQ pork ribs for dinner made me feel very heavy and tight in the abdomen, making it difficult to sit straight without a little aching pain in the back. Goenkaji says heavy or greasy food brings about these qualities of the earth element when meditating. Similarly fire could be equated to spicy food or anger. Air with fear or perhaps ease of breath or farting. These things mostly seem distracting from the practice however. Why would nature want to interfere with my efforts to pursue Dhamma? Perhaps it’s just my over-indulging in these qualities of nature beyond what I’m capable of taking on and remaining balanced that causes problems. Water is usually a symbol for ease and flow, and perhaps therefore influences a smooth and easy meditation. Certainly having to urinate or feeling overly emotional during meditation would be a distraction. Accepting the natural distractions of the mind by outside influences on nature and remaining focused is part of the challenge and what leads to improvement on the path.
It also occurred to me how much the luminogram to print artwork I do is not just representational of the elements, it is comprised of them (as are all of us, and all the universe). Chemicals and elements such as silver and bromide are mined from earth. They are mixed with water to allow them to be diluted and flow easier. Light from fire in my lamp burns the silver halide turning it dark, and air produces bubbles and pressure to deliver the chemicals to the film in various ways. Some of my early luminogram work can be seen by clicking here! I’m looking forward to doing a show in August in Boulder. Good excuse to work on new images that have been waiting patiently for my attention.